Midnight Wanders

Can't believe with all my ups & downs in life and in love, I finally am a married woman. Mehehehehe. My wedding day was perfect, but one major variable flopped but that's for another story. After a week of living separately after we were blessed, finally we can live together under one roof. It was because of the weird room function situation at my husband's house where he slept with his father and there's no other room that we can occupy as ours, so I decided to sleep in my house until his father can be moved to his brother's house (which also another story why it took so long) or else, we have to sleep together all in one room. I have done it many times before when I had sleepover at his house & I was fine with it. But to fully live in a space, I will need my privacy and I need my space. Anyway, now we've moved in together, I feel so peaceful since his house is located inside a cluster, where my parent's house was in front of a busy road where I can...

Gue suka banget sama subuh. Pokonya selepas jam 3 pagi sampe sekitaran jam 5 itu gue suka banget. Bisa jadi karena dulu waktu kuliah sering banget begadang sampe pagi ngerjain tugas yang gak kelar-kelar demi nilai yang baik. Terus juga pertama kali ikut produksi film beneran, syutingnya selalu mulai dari subuh. Sampe tidur pun gue gak apus makeup gara-gara waktu istirahatnya cuma 3 jam setelah seharian muter-muter. Waktu dijalanin, ya itu ngerjain tugas ataupun ikutan syuting, rasanya berat. Capek. Gak pengen untuk ada di sikon itu lagi, gak mau lagi nahan-nahan ngantuk dan kepaksa bangun subuh gara-gara tugas. Tapi kalo dirasa-rasa sekarang, semua kecapean dan kekurangan tidur gue itu jadi terasa menyenangkan banget. Ada rasa juga pengen balik ke masa-masa itu. Pengen ngulang lagi. Emang pasti capek bakal ngikut, tapi after feelnya itu loh yang bikin nagih.  Dan disinilah gue sekarang, abis ngerevisi power point buat presentasi. Dan ya, itu tugas kantor. Tapi entah kenapa gue...