Midnight Wanders

Minggu ini sebenernya lagi mau libur aja, karena minggu kemarin bener-bener full yang sampe tidur aja di pesawat/kereta/mobil. Bersyukur banget bisa dipercaya kerjaannya sampe bisa punya jadwal yang padet kayak gitu. Tapi badan gak bisa dibohongin ya, tsay , sempet nge drop demam badan ngilu-ngilu dan panas dingin. Untungnya setelah minum obat udah sehat lagi tapi masih banyak sisa capek yang belum kelar. Harusnya mulai kerja lagi itu tanggal 5 tapi ternyata besok ada kerjaan dadakan. Pas lagi ngitung-ngitung setelah dikurangi pengeluaran lain-lain, terus kaget karena kerja sehari bisa dapet UMR. Terus kayak kaget aja, ngerasa bersyukur banget dan ngerasa Tuhan baik banget ngebimbing gue untuk ada di posisi ini. Terus sambil masak juga kepikiran, dulu waktu masih pacaran gue bilang sama suami kalau pas nikah itu maunya punya joint income sekian, dan sekarang setelah 6 bulan menikah, Puji Tuhan dikasihnya lebih dari itu. Padahal dari waktu ngomong sampe sadar itu jaraknya udah sekitar...

Can't believe with all my ups & downs in life and in love, I finally am a married woman. Mehehehehe. My wedding day was perfect, but one major variable flopped but that's for another story. After a week of living separately after we were blessed, finally we can live together under one roof. It was because of the weird room function situation at my husband's house where he slept with his father and there's no other room that we can occupy as ours, so I decided to sleep in my house until his father can be moved to his brother's house (which also another story why it took so long) or else, we have to sleep together all in one room. I have done it many times before when I had sleepover at his house & I was fine with it. But to fully live in a space, I will need my privacy and I need my space. Anyway, now we've moved in together, I feel so peaceful since his house is located inside a cluster, where my parent's house was in front of a busy road where I can...

Lagi ada waktu bener-bener libur seminggu setelah pekerjaan kembali normal setelah kehadiran corona, akhirnya nonton Netflix dan ketemu dokumenter soal Elisa Lam di Cecil Hotel. Setelah nonton di Youtube, karena yang di Netflix kelamaan dan bertele-tele, intinya si Elisa ini memang mengalami depresi dan bipolar. Memang pas gue lagi nonton footage yang di Netflix itu pas dia di dalem lift sendirian, gue entah kenapa gak merasa dia aneh, karena gue juga suka ngelakuin hal gak jelas tanpa alasan kalo lagi sendirian. Terus nontonlah di Youtube yang nyeritain soal penyakitnya dan emang itu masuk akal banget. Intinya dia lagi ada kurang minum obat yang bikin dia jadi halusinasi ditambah dia memang suicidal . RIP Elisa. Nah yang gue merasa relate dengan si Elisa ini adalah, dia suka nulis untuk meringankan depresinya. Ketika denger itu gue mikir, iya sih dari dulu gue kalo udah stress gitu kebanyakan overthinking buat hal-hal gak penting, larinya pasti ke nulis. Setelah gue pikir-pikir, gue i...

I'll be working on monday!! Woop woop! I am sooo very much excited!! I really wish I can do very well. I'll be in probation for 6 months and after that if my performance is great I can be an official employee! Yihiii.. But, as every new phase on my life I'll be crying like bitches for 3 months or so every night until I can fit in. But this time it's just getting worse. Gans and I are having a different day off. Mine is on saturday & sunday, while he gets the busiest on those 2 days and get a day off on monday. I really am grateful for the job I have right now. It's everything I've been dreaming on forever. But I just can't get the fact that I can't see Gans as often as we used too. I know we're both in hunts of our happy ending while reaching for our own dreams. It just feels so aching. I know we'll be alright, cause I just know that he's the one and there would be no one else. I might sound cocky but I'm a saggitarian, s...

Karena gue orang yang sangat pelupa dan taun ini gue belom punya notes yang ada jadwal perbulannya itu, jadilah mari kita tuangkan kejadian-kejadian di bulan Januari disini: Lulus sidang skripsi! (26 Januari 2013) -- Ini mesti ditulis banget di poin pertama karena rasanya sungguh melegakan, sebuah ending dari fase perkuliahan. Sidangnya itu hari sabtu, pas hari terakhir UAS di semester 7. Pas banget gak sih, UAS terakhir terus diakhiri sama sidang skripsi yang kemudian dinyatakan lulus. :') Sebenernya senengnya masi diantara" gitu karena bikos masi ada revisian. Tapi bisalah, ceteklah itu revisian. Kaga ada tai-tainya lah.... *sombong* Eh tapi sebenernya ini juga belom selesai-selesai banget sih, soalnya masi harus magang dan gue belom tau bahkan mau magang dimana.. ._. Apply magang di Benefit Indonesia -- Kemaren itu lagi melakukan ritual sebelom tidur yaitu bacain  TL. Terus gue liat dari @MyTipsCantik, dia bilang Merk make up heits dari US mau masuk ke Indo, yaitu...