Straight to the point, I'm in a moment of not knowing what I should do with my life. I'm in a point where I just think that everything I want would not be achieved and having everybody around me thinks that I do nothing just makes it worst. I know other people opinion doesn't matter, but I'm not in a good place right now and everything just seems wrong. I'm jealous with other people who seem to reach their dreams without even trying that hard, I'm jealous of people who just seem like they have smooth ways on getting where they are. I'm jealous but I don't hate them, I hate my self. I hate my stupid brain of not knowing what to do. Looking around, everyone just know what they want to do, they decided to do it and they get what they want. I damned my self, I damned my life, I damned my fate, I damned my indecisiveness, I damned my skill, I damned my thoughts, I damned everything. Well, to be not that ungrateful, I do feel His blessings on me alri...
Whose here never procrastinate? Come on, who doesn't? All you lazy asses in front of your laptop or lying down on your comfortable bed scrolling through 9gag. I know you. Well to be fair, I do it too. On a regular basis. I guess every student knows how it feels to procrastinate. When its time to do your homework, suddenly everything else looks very very much more interesting than writing down the answer of 2+2, or maybe for art students, peeling an orange looks very much more important than drawing a perfect circle on an art paper. Well for me, when I was in the middle of my thesis, suddenly I get a clean bathroom, perfectly made bed top, shiny floor, and a new recipe to brag about all while I have nothing to add to my long abandoned chapter 2. We've all been through that, or maybe we are in the procrastination mode right now. I am. Now this is somewhat I feel important to share about procrastination. How to make it as a helper to get things done. Why is procrastinatio...
Hari ini Gans lagi seneng gara-gara ada kerjaan di kantornya yang baru seminggu. Terus kalo kesenengan entah kenapa dia jadi rada bloso. Kita cuma lagi duduk aja becanda-becanda, terus dia nyanyi "Trabel trabel trabel, trabel trabel trabel Trabel trabel trabel, friends." Tapi pake nada abang tukang baso masi-mari sini. Dan dia kekeuh kalo dia lagi nyanyi lagunya Lenka. Sampe disetel lagunya dan gak ada nada yang kaya dia nyanyiin tetep kekeuh kalo itu lagunya Lenka. Bukannya aku jahat, Gans. Tapi itu dari liriknya aja udah salah ditambah kamu nyanyinya pake nada abang tukang baso -_-"
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